I have met a few men, but I have found only two that the M.S. doesn't completely bug out. I know that in all reality they probably have no clue, but it does sting a bit. I have found one person to talk to who just exited a relationship a lot like mine. His girlfriend was an alcoholic so we really seem to understand one another, I will not make predictions, but I have had fun talking to him.
I met up with a friend for coffee today and wanted so badly to make him feel better. He was really in a funk, but that's gotta come from inside. I will have a lunch date friday and see how it goes from there. Frankly, I am not expecting a whole hell of a lot.
My focus is on friends and family, not in that order. If we can just get them into bed by 9:30 pm it will be a victory. So, am I dipping my toes, sure... jumping in head first absolutely not. I am considering meeting people and letting them form an opinion then telling about the monster, but it seems deceitful. Who know, I will just have to use my friends to help when I don't know.
So, my internetz friends may end up doing some polls....will see depends on how mischevious I am feeling.