Sunday, November 29, 2009

She lives

Well hello again my friends! I have quite a long and involved story to tell, so if ya' don't care I wouldn't suggest reading this.

Oh, where to begin......... I last left you with me starting the M.S. drug re-bif. I can say without a doubt it was one of the hardest treatments I have endured to date. Every other day I felt like a steam roller had squashed me. The days between I was left like a limp noodle. The medication and my new diagnosis left me in a severe depressed state ( hence the disappearance of JoJo).

Unbeknown st to me during this time my married partner was stealing and abusing my medications. He was stealing pain killers, muscle relaxants and any thing he could get his hands on. I just found out he was also stealing and begging the same from a friend from college. He is still in rehab as I type this, but what little conversation we have had, has led me to the conclusion that he, myself and the monkey on his back are not compatible.

Having been renting from my in-laws, they kindly served an eviction notice to me. I, myself had to be hospitalized to re- adjust my medications. After only two weeks I am stronger physically and emotionally. Despite this plate full of crap I was handed I figure if I handled that and this.... I can handle anything.

So, My name of this blog may be "just JoJo," but I am far from just here. I am here and I am amazing. I am here and I am spectacular. I know for fact I am one of the kindest and sweetest souls that anyone who stumbles across me has the privilege of getting to know.

To those whom all ready know this I have been thinking of you and your past kindness to me was in my heart and soul. I have missed you all and I am back in full force.





FYI: anyone reading this thinks that my kind, sweet soul is naive, think again. JoJo knows better!

10 comments:

ifmomsaysok said...

Oh JoJo! I am so sorry this has been going. Yes you are sweet, and kind and amazing and all those things and strong and did I say amazing.

I was very glad to see you had stopped by, and glad to hear that you are back.

jojo said...

Thank you Tara!

Getty72 said...

Seeing your name appear on my email tonight made me smile, that's how amazing you are and that's how much magic you spread all over this world. It was so wonderful to hear from you and it is such great news to hear that you are going to be blogging in force again! I have missed you loads!!!!!! I can't even begin to express my feelings about what has been happening to you recently. However, I do want you to know that you have a friend here that cares! Warmest wishes ~ G x

jojo said...

Thank you Graham, you are just the best!

Pand0ra Wilde said...

It's wonderful to see you back and it's horrible to find out about the crapstorm you've had to endure. I'm so glad you've found the other side but it's pretty damned horrible the way you had to find it.

I hope your in-laws read this and use their brains to find out who's being straight up and who's been full of it in doing so. You know as well as I do that there are three sides to every story and here's to people finding out the truth :)

jojo said...

Amen girlfriend.... what doesn't kill ya.....

Ian said...

Welcome back jojo.

Why is it that life kicks you when you're down? Great to see that you are recovering from your treatment. Sorry about your other issues :(
Hope the kids are well.


All the best, Ian

jojo said...

life is funny that way isn't it? The kids and I will make it thru this one day at a time. Thank You Ian!

Crazed Mom said...

DAYAM! I was so hoping bad things had not happened to you. I was reading from today backwards.......Jeez I hate loser slimey people! No, he seemed wonderful, I know. I am very sorry he wasn't. Gentle hugs. How are the kids coping? I am sure they have your strength to guide them. I believe most things happen for a reason even tho we may never understand. Stay solid babe. I got your back.

jojo said...

It's one day at a time here, one day at a time. My oldest son is taking it especially hard and doesn't understand why he can't talk to him. What's one crappy dad compared to the next, I guess. So, mama and her chickens are going to be alone and ok. No men, no time soon!