Sunday, December 13, 2009

Break down

The accumulated stress is getting to all of us. There is only one working computer at this addy and of course it's in my room. I had no idea how much time they were collectively spending online. I was so exhausted today, I actually fell asleep and took a nap. I never nap!

The house is maybe 1/3rd done. We still have odds ends and the GARAGE.This feels so familiar. Man acts like a jerk and leaves woman with three kids and disability to clean up the mess. Deja vu? Have I been here before.

The kids and I are yelling, screaming and slamming doors! Such healthy ways to deal with stress.Padded room handy anyone? The most entertaining part is the children's biological father wants to come here to see the kids and " make sure he never lays a hand on his or anyone else's kids for that matter!" Redneck meet Idaho! Sounds like a trashy book title.

Apparently monkey man had been rejecting his calls for the last three months, I guess mainly because bio-dad and I had made some grounds into being real and civil with one another. Inferiority complex perhaps?

All I know is that there will be no rest for the weary any time soon! Good Vibes, Good vibes......oooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!


Pandora Wilde said...

It's crazy what people will do, especially when they're in the wrong, isn't it? Hang in there, jojo, I'm pulling for you. ~hugs~

jojo said...

Thank you! I feel the cosmic luv! If only it finished my packing and moving!