I have been absent lately, with good reason of course. I am thinking of labeling myself as either an "as the mood strikes" or "when I'm ready to talk" blogger.
I will give my pitiful reasons well just because. I got a nasty kidney infection that was one of the worst I can remember and I am no newbie there. My husband then decided that he needed to scare me hysterical by having a grand mal seizure. It was a medication thing, but some idjit decided he also needed a boatload of strong narcotics. He couldn't handle them and turned into a mean sob.
I am starting to come to terms with the whole spinal cord full of goo issue. Apparently I have some form of the progressive type and almost every dr. looks at me with the unsaid words of "WTF- how is she walking." I think my body has decided Nah, just not gonna go down like that.
In my incessant need for some greater meaning, I think I have found that apparently my proficiency for hope was not what I thought it was. I am however; finding lil' pockets of hope emerging like the tiny lil' buds of 'maters and peppers in my garden.
I hope this isn't sounding like a poor me, because really it's an I think I'm gonna be allright.
Any way I've missed you all during my drama break, but I think I still got some stuff to say!